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xoxo =)

2010-07-24T17:57:00.001+08:00

who can tell me? *updated

2008-01-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

as i learned and explored more on the facts of life, i kinda got a partial answer for some of the questions i asked about 2 years ago..

this post is somewhat a rerun of my post last 4.19.2006

i am curious.... and i keep wondering if there is really somebody who can answer my questions... maybe some of you have your own guesses or opinions or maybe you really have an answer to my questions....

one... if we all came from adam and eve and our ancestors came from those places in the the middle east, where did all those natives come from? those people that have kinky hair, flat nose and black skin? the people from the middle east have cute eyes and fair skin... but there are natives from different parts of the world...when did they start popping out of nowhere? did they magically just inhabited the different islands far away from the midles east? like for example those very black people from africa, or the natives living in hidden forests or islands in the world... also, where did we get the different beauties of the people, the intsik, the blacks, the whites, the morenas and morenos, the latina beauty and many more... if we all came from one original ancestor how did the different beauties and looks of the people spread throughout the world and where did these natives from different islands popped out from?

~ I'm not exactly very sure, but i think t'waz mentioned on a friendly debate i had with my classmates in 4th year.. i'm not sure but i think they said that probably.. as the nomads in the past traveled long years, they developed the skin color they had or the kind of hair they got.. they said that some, because of the heat of the sun, became very black..etc etc..

two... when God told noah to get all of the different kinds of animals on board his great ark, where did he get all the kinds of animals az in all? are those animals available in their place? what about those very rare animals that can’t be found in noah’s place? how did he get them? also, after the great flood, when noah’s family landed on the ground, where thousands of dead body found on the grounds? how were they able to clean them up? and did the smell of the dead bodies poison noah and his family? (but not to their death because we probably would not be here now.)

~ still don't have an answer to this.. ;p

three... why do people love the color blue? what’s with blue? does it calm your eyes? or does it make you feel relaxed? maybe it reminds you of peace? hehehe... whatever the reason would be.. i really wonder...

~ hmmmm.. i think there's a popular forwarded message in enails bout' this.. not sure though..

four... if we keep digging and digging down to the deepest part we can still dig of, can we make a hole so deep that we can see the outer space? i saw it in a cartoon show that when they dig up the soil, their heads popped out of a hole viewing the outer space...

~ haha.. halur me! if we dig and dig.. we won't fall into outer space.. we'll get into the core of the earth! ahahaha.. i wonder what it's like to reach that hot core full of lava.. *wink.. hehe.. actually, the answer hit me when i saw this show in NGC, megastructures, regarding the underground rail tunnel that runs below the English Channel and connects Great Britain and France.. so they dug deep below the seasoil and so on and on...

five... how do you really know you’re in love? like he’s the one or she’s the one thingy2x... not that i’m in love or anything, i’m just curious how the magic really works... like when can you declare it officially as love and not just infatuation? will your heart fly? or will all your body parts stop moving? hehe (murag na paralyze).... hahahaha....

~ ______________________.. totally don't have an idea.. haven't been in love..

six.... how did people name certain things as those things... like how did they name water as water? and sun as sun? where did the words come from? how did the different languages come to this world? it just seems so complicated to understand where words came from... who invented them? and who made them valid or real? like do the people before say let’s name this as this and another would say ok then they start spreading it?

~ well..in Filipino, there's this.. bow wow theory, pooh pooh theory dingdong theory..etc..

seven....this last question is kinda offensive but i’m gonna ask anyway... why are guys so feelER or kapayason? there is really this certain attitude of guys that seems so “airy ang dating”.. hehe... sorry, but it’s true... i find most guys that way... like words that come out from there mouths are just soooooooo so.... hehe...

~ haha.. palaaway diay ko before? hehe.. dunno.. not all cguro.. ;p

now, when you’re done reading this, i hope you didn’t think that i am stupid to ask these questions... hey! i’m just curious... ok so if some of you know the answers, just tell me and don’t make saway me...hehe..ok? these are just questions which i’ve been wondering on for sooooooo long... question now is, who can answer me?

~ who can answer me? theories, haka haka whatsoever are very much entertained.. i'll do more research though.. hehe.. :)

why did everyone leave?

2007-10-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

it's quite obvious that everybody else has abandoned their blogs?..

y is that so?..

hmmmm... i wonder...

are you guyz gonna be back? :D

this is how the week should end...

2007-08-31T19:57:00.000+08:00

this week's so good...

my id was returned yesterday after being "stolen" last friday... hmmm... not actually stolen but let's say taken by mistake in the stc computer lab by some unidentified creature out there, who took 6 days to realize it's not her/his own id!!! huwaaaat!!!! but i'm very thankful 2 God t'waz found! :)

my chem lec grade is two letter grades higher than i expected!!! weeeeeee!!!

we got a "plus 20" in math coz' only around 10 went to class this afternoon.. and it was juz NJ, my block! hehe..plus other 3 peepz... hehe

two of our contestants, NJ blockmates, won the "boses ng bituin" contest! we're so proud! hehe...

our internet connection is alive again! after 10 yrz! hehe... jawkz... maybe around 2 months of destroyednessity! hihi..

finally.. i juz feel HAPPY!!!

*pahabol*
....but the highlight is ----> finding my super beloved ID...

friday the 13th isn't so unlucky after all ;)

2007-07-14T12:56:00.003+08:00

friday the 13th, a very controversial and horrific day, as people would define it... but is it really a “bad luck” day? or is its just a myth people would love to believe in to make things more thrilling and exciting... as for me, this day turned out nice...not because of the usual reason people would expect me to have, like seeing my crush or any other kilig moments, hehe.. (by the way, i don’t have a crush now), but it’s for the reason that i got pumped up with sooo0 much information and knowledge on lots of stuff.. my eyes were opened to greater and bigger things... [hehe..parang reflection paper] but seriously, i just had to write why i felt lucky on the 13th of friday...

first thing in the morning, i was enlightened by the explanation of the “unlucky” number, 13. i watched a morning show, and they had a guest numerologist and astrologer. she was asked for the explanation of why 13 is considered unlucky... she then said that that issue started during the last supper when there were only 12 of Jesus’ disciples present as Judas was busy with his “business’... then it was asked why people won’t have parties with 13 people or buildings don’t have the 13th floor... she said because when 1 and 3 are added it yields 4, and 4 is the unlucky one... why 4? because 4 is associated with the planet uranus which is also associated with destruction, she said....

so lucky me! i got a brief idea on the unlucky 13 thing....

the next thing i consider lucky, is watching a show in national geographic channel, nefertiti’s odyssey..... of course i’ve seen lots of other documentaries on egyptian history or truth behind the exodus and other amazing facts, but this show is another marvelous show in addition to all that... borchardttt, a german professor discovered the bust of nefertiti, which was considered the discovery of the century... although the discovery was to be kept in the egypt museum, he found a way to ship it to germany, so that his country would have the great treasure... the amazing thing is, borchardtt studied the “most beautiful woman in the world (as the narrator would say)”, nefertiti and there’s this group of professors studying borchardtt and his life..what he did, the letters he had and his discoveries... then, this guy from national geographic had been interviewing these different people related to the history of the discovery.. so, this shows that every great thing or discovery leads to broader discoveries... just like a domino effect, one person would die to know the history of a famous person, then this person would be studied by another person trying to find flaws and controversies... then so on and on... whew!

this is some kinda long entry, right? hehe...

then, after my last class for the day, i went home and watched tv again... you may be wondering why i have so much time for tv.. hehe... fridays have big time gaps in between classes, so that’s why... i waz lucky to find a show just starting, on HBO... that’s rare, you know... i didn’t know the title, i just simply watched it... and guess what!!!! the luckier thing is that when the bidang boy in the movie grew up, he is TOM CRUISE!!!!!!!! ahahahaha.. lucky! so, i guessed that this was another great movie, but it wasn’t just great..it’s amazing.. very touching, very inspiring... tom cruise or ronnie in the film, was a marine and fought in the vietnam war... one time, in the bay area, he and his fellow soldiers accidentally shot civilians and only a baby survived.. yet, because of an attack they weren’t able to save the baby... he described that day as very confusing because as he was hiding in the bushes, a silhouette of a man came upon him and he shot him 3 times... it just so happened that it was his fellow soldier.... after he got terribly injured, he became paralyzed from the toooot down..... and to cut the long story short, as he grew old, he kept on remembering the tragic events in his life and lead the vietnam veterans on a rally to stop the war in vietnam, to bring home their fellow soldiers..so in the end, he became well-known for being brave and heroic...

yeah, the story’s very great.... the action was realistic and it was based on actual events... there were also scenes with nurses!!!!! weeeeee!!! hehehe... but you can just imagine the reflection i had... bloody scenes, poor civilians, hard-working nurses, bad people, rallies, discrimination... sum that all up... touching....reflective.... superb..... that’s the movie, entitled, Born on the Fourth of July..

finally, after the movie... i transferred the channel to the discovery channel.... and there was this experimental show on how us, girls are attracted to guys! it presented that 90% of the girls love guys who are hygienic... 85% love those who have a sense of humor... and majority would place looks as the number 1 factor.... hehehehe.. and they had this equation showing what guys should have, included are style, attitude, humor and cleanliness....

hmmmm... is this true? hehe..

well well well, what a day full of tv!!! hehe... but yeah, i learned a lot... actually, i can say that i’m full... so full of..---->everything..... a combination of fun, reflection, discovery and girly stuff!!! so the 13th of friday isn’t so unlucky after all.... i had fun today... how about you? :) *wink*

the beauty of the sky

2007-05-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

from the magical hands of God... witness the beauty of the sky...

sunrise..

sunset...

wow!

strong wind..it's almost gonna rain..

look! a plane!

the clouds...

i juz can't help it.. i'm so amazed by the beauty of the sky, i had to share it with everybody...

now this is another reason to thank God!!! :)

yipeee!

2007-04-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

yeeeeey!!! i made a new template..hehe... kinda late for the summer special... but it's ok... i don't wanna make ilis the pink one pa kc, 1 month pa lang 2... hehe.. newei, here it iz! summer lovin'...!!!!

also, i found a pic na... ramon and i.. hehe..it's from the cam of rose na now lng niya na give sa ako..hehe... it waz taken before pa.. and take note, he actually smiled on the photo! hahahaha... sorry ramon... hehe... but at least we really and truly have a pic... yan kc, di alwayz nagpapapicture! hahahahaha... peace! pa picture na!!! :D

my beloved taegonites!

2007-03-21T23:02:00.001+08:00

we had our farewells.... we had our goodbyes... but one thing is for sure, i would never ever forget them - my beloved taegonites... i have been with them for three years and indeed they became a huge part of my life... who would forget them? the jokes, the laughter, the tears, the hardships, the chikas, the bonding, the friendship and most especially the LOVE...

personally, i made a "special" connection with each and everyone of them... and as we part, i hope we'll all keep our communication lines alive! till d day we become oldies... hopefully...

now, take a look at my boyfriends and girlfriends... hehehe..joke... but seriously, these are my ever so super to the max to the highest level beloved classmates... the 39 special people in my life!

AGNES CARYL
my clipmate.classmate in kinder 1.
retreat roommate.blogmate.ymmate
yclcmate.closeness & ka.chka friend!

AILENE MAE
my schoolmate & classmate in grade school.
ex seatmate.blogmate.lcmate.yclcmate.ymmate.
nice and funny friend with a unique laugh!

BERNARD
my lcmate.classmate.blogmate
ymmate.strong and cheerful friend.
creator of tagalog poems, hehe.

BRYAN ALAN
my 4-yr classmate. lcmate.
yclcmate.ymmate.
funny and chickboy friend, hehe..peace!

FRANCES CAMILLE
my lunchmate.lcmate.
caring and strong friend.
closeness and ka.chka friend.

CESAR ARNULF
my ex seatmate.yclcmate.ymmate.blogmate.
mr. sharer-of-feelings-and-lovelife.
and attempted "l_ _ _g" hehe.peace!

CHARLES JUDELON
my "uncle george".
mr. strong stare.
serious but corny friend.

CONNIE ANDREA
my soulsister.ex frontmate.
ex backmate.yclcmate.ymmate.
retreat roommate.ever so loyal.
astig yet girlaloo friend! weeee! hehe

DANNIELE
my yclcmate.ymmate.
ex lunchmate. mr. reaction.
mr. “showbiz!” hehe

DEAN PRIMO
my pare. yclcmate.ymmate.
my-only-whole-year-ex-seatmate.
always groupmate(b4).immersion housemate.

EDSYL JOHN
my watermate.crmate (paubn lng..hehe).
yclcmate.ymmate. always ka.chka.ex seatmate.
funi-chatm8-hu-told-me-sumthng-in-ym-in-font-5!

ERIKA SHAYNE
my classmate & schoolmate in grade school.
yclcmate. funny friend.
todo mu laugh friend!

ANN GILLIAN
my ymmate.lcmate.blogmate.
ms. direk! hehe.
sister of my playmate, hehe.

HANNA MELISSA
my lcmate.yclcmate.
fellow fairy. nice and sweet friend.
ms. heartfelt laugh, hehe.

JAYBELLE FAYE
my “pa” friend.yclcmate.
gitik-gitik friend.
sweet and fine friend.

JACLYN LOURDES
my soulsister.go-home mate.neighbor.lcmate.
classmate & schoolmate in grade school.
yclcmate.ymmate.always roommate.
super closeness and ka.chka friend.

JAMM ALEXANDRIA
my soulsister.ex seatmate.ymmate.

study groupmate.funny and joker friend.
closeness and ka.chka friend.

JERIK
my ex seatmate.yclcmate.
ymmate.class president.
nice & somtymz gentleman friend, hehe.

JOHANNA CLAIRE
classmate & schoolmate in grade school.
immersion housemate.
last seatmate.lcmate

JOSEPH RIAN
si friend.yclcmate.
ka.chka and corny friend.
mr. loverboy, hehe.

KIM YPHRYM
rapunzel.yclcmate.
ymmate.ex backmate.
nice and good leader.

KRIS REY
ex backmate.yclcmate.ymmate.

ex lunchmate.immersion housemate.

super funny friend.

MANSUETO

mr.serious but funny at times.

general powers.

the gentle giant, hehe.

MIA MARIE

my spiritmate.backmate.

lcmate.ymmate.blogmate.

retreat roommate.chubbymate, hehe.

class no. mate.the real "marie"!

MIGUEL RODRIGO

ex seatmate.class no. mate.

yclcmate.vanity awardee.

closeness and ka.chka friend.

MICHAEL BENJAMIN

my lcmate.ymmate.blogmate.yclcmate.

mr. he-made-me-d-1st-1-2-knw-hiz-crushes-n-d-world!

gigi.si lolo.funny and somtymz gentleman friend.

NINA BERNICE

my soulsister.go-home mate.

lcmate.ymmate.blogmate.

si dit.fattylicious, hehe.

super closeness and ka.chka friend!

PAOLO MIGUEL

my ex seatmate.yclcmate.ymmate.

lcmate.chameleon powers, hehe.

funny and astig friend.

SERFRANP CRIS

my 4-yr classmate.yclcmate.

beadle. mr. with distinction, hehe.

behave and nice friend.

ROSELYNNE RAE

my ymmate.ms. camera.

neighboring seatmate.

yclcmate.blogmate.

SHEENA GLAZE

my lcmate.yclcmate.

ms. "huh?".ymmate.

chickgirl?hehe.

TIZABELLE

my ex seatmate.crmate.yclcmate.

retreat roommate.study groupmate

closeness & ka.chka friend!

CHRISTINE MAY

my soulsister.lcmate.

blogmate.ymmate.

caring and nice friend.

MERIAM THERESA SUE

my soulsister.blogmate.ymmate.

lcmate.helpful friend.

super creative designer.

THERESE RACELI

my ex backmate.study groupmate.

yclcmate.lcmate.

kind and smart friend.

NIKKI JOY

my yclcmate.good note taker.

neighboring seatmate.

ex crmate.very nice friend.

RAMON ENRICO CUSTODIO

my exact opposite?.ch partner.

blogmate.ymmate.

man of "principles".

hehe..sowee for d funi pic..cnt find anything else..

yey! found something na! from the cam of rose...

before2x pa xa na take na pic.. sayang..hehe

only 37? of course, 4- st. andrew kim taegon would not be complete without having all 39 (ako ang ika 40,hehe) ... here are my ex classmates,who went to the united states of america, but a part of taegon:

DARYL JOHN

my ex seatmate.ymmate.class no. mate

mr. tigdala-ng-buks-ko-2-d-locker.

ex president.si lumot!

ASIL EBRAHIM ABDULAH

ang gintong agila, hehe.

ka.chka friend.the next american idol

mr. shakira? hehe, peace.

* for terms that are weird or ununderstandable, hehe... it's between me and the person... tawagan, tawag2x effect, joke2x or whatever..hehe... uki? :p

:)

2007-03-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

well well well! this the very first template i ever made!!! az in! it's so fun!.. first of all, many thanks to cesar for giving me the program, dreamweaver! and also to yayam and nina for answering my questions... and to myself for discovering! hahahaha.. it took me two days... whew! grabe to the max! i knw it's not that perfect, but i kinda like it.... and it's PINK! :))

pretty girliez on the way!

2007-01-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

pretty girliez on the way!
left and right they all might say
nice and humble we still remain
and i think that we are never vain!

oooooohhh! closest friends they are to me!
i think they're the best you'll ever see
near or far we all may stay
they're my friends and we're cutiez all the way!

hehehe.... i made this just for fun! take note... just for fun... :p

to nina. yayam, connie and ace! hahahaha... exposed?.. :)

update! on me...

2006-12-29T16:52:00.000+08:00

i haven't seen you guyz in quite a long time so a little update on me... hehe.. :)

myself – still very alive and smiling!
my hair – it’s a little bit longer
my phone – it’s still working
my fingers – it has a new ring
my feet – still the same size
my lips – still red... hehe
my ears – well, hmmmm.. still hearing
my eyes – still seeing.. i still have my eyelashes.. hahahaha...
my tongue – still tasting.. hehe...
my bed – still comfy
my pillows – i’m still putting my head on them
my blankets – still VERY useful
my chat and blogging life – not so active.. :(
my research life – of course! very active.. term paper. duh..
tv life – still enjoying it
my house – still standing
my love life – don’t have one... don’t even have a crush.. hehe
my room – juz cleaned it yesterday
notebook and books – left it at school..hehe..no use for now..
my wallet – no money.. it’s xmas “break”..no allowance..hehe
my i.d – at rest
locker keys – at sleep
my bag - on leave.. hehe..
ballpens and pencils – they’re on vacation... hahahahaha...
my friends – they’re out there somwhere...
my classmates – juz around..
my blog – juz got updated today..
our multiply – no pix added..yet...
my pearl earrings - they've multiplied!!! hehe..
my life – ever so super duper extreme mega HAPPY!!! :)

with a grand total of! tengtededengtedeng- bongga! excellent! hehe.. joke...
merry christmas and a happy 2007 guyz! :)

is it wrong to get mad?

2006-11-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

is it wrong to get mad? is it wrong to express what you feel? it's not, or is it?

the thing is, i got mad this afternoon and right now, when i'm relaxed i look back and i realize, was i too maldita? did i affect the people around me? were wrinkles all-over myface?! (hehe.exagg) or did i hurt a specific person kaya? there's this one guy na soooo taray and super duper very na pikon ko.. hahayz... too bad.. :p

i dunno, it's just that when i feel something i express it to the highest level i can ever express!!!i'd show it to the world! like when i have/had a crush, my classmates would know it in just a day! hehe... so, is getting mad an excuse? of course not! should i stop myself from saying what i want to say? naaaaah.. i wouldn't and couldn't... getting mad is natural but expressing madness in different ways, well, that's where we meet war or where we lose our friends.. imagine you go, ratatatatatat boomboomboom and the other person does the same, and you both wouldn't want to calm down, hmmm, result? war, for sure...

i don't get mad for a very long time, i don't hold grudges.. i easily forgive... maybe the problem is that at the time i waZ mad, i may have hurt somebody, which is bad... or when the person you made away doesn't want to make friends anymore, and so you have a mortal enemy..or when the other person holds grudges and she/he will haunt you forever and ever! oooooh! sooooo scary, you'll never rest in peace..hehe.. :D

but there's just one thing i'm very sure of, i'll keep smiling!!! i'll be happy!!! well, why get mad and get wrinkles rather than smile and get dimples? surely! i'd go for the package of getting dimples, it's far far better than getting wrinkles (that makes you old and ugly,yuck!hehe..)... so! people of the world!!! go exert all your effort in smiling, you'll look oh so cute! c:

wow philippines!

2006-10-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

a few weeks ago, we had our picture taking at dean's house, for our project in econ.. the wow philippines poster! and we realize that we have to be there on the pic..to make it all real...hehe.. so we had this photo shoot! we brought all our clothes...from beach attire to casual..hehe... over ten tops, shorts, pants, shades and other accessories...it was sooo much fun! at the bottom part you'll see the photoshopped pix.. ooooohhhh! they're sooo realistic...! :p

wearing beach attire!!!

and another beach attire!!!

candid pic... moi pose!

another beach! for the white island pic...

jump! and jump! weeeeeeee!

haanna?... dean the tarsier...

the pose of four people!.... assuming magellan's cross...

the happy family...another candid pic...

for the bohol pic... and for the davao durian!

posing here and there... forming WOW!

then the new pix! photoshopped by rose! so great! :D

at magellan's cross!...at mt. mayon!

katibawasan falls at camigun....davao durian outside addu..

bohol: tarsier at joseph's head...zamboanga vintas...

weeeeee! boracay!

oh dba! we toured the whole philippines! can afford?! hahaha.. :D

L.O.V.E

2006-10-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

i heard the song L.O.V.E by nat king cole, a few hours ago and i realized that i love it!!! weeeeeeee!!! i remember first hearing it in the intro of the movie "the parent trap" which was also a very nice movie, and now as i hear it over and over again i realize that i have another fave song! originally, my most favorite song in the world, THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT by Frank Sinatra or Michael Buble (any of the two)..but maybe the older guy coz mas deep ang voice.. hehe... and now this! L.O.V.E by nat king cole! i just love the kinda oldies-music-with-mathcing-deep-guy's-voice-effect-with-sax-and-the-whole-package... hahahaha... where you can imagine a very romantic scene and these two songs are played... aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh... i can't ask for any other scene more romantic and sweet.. :p

the parent trap... nat king cole...frank sinatra...michael buble

THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT

Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.

You're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.

Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.
Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight.
Just the way you look tonight.
Darling
Just the way you look tonight.

L.O.V.E

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you... (2x)

oooooohhhh!! romantic dba? you have to hear it... :D

it's them...

2006-09-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

a few minutes ago, i visted yayam's blog and saw these pix... well, i liked it first bcoz it's a pic of US and second bcoz the pic in Betania came from my phone, passed to yayam then to her blog and now my blog.. hehe.. funnyo noh?! the latest pic is from yam's phone taken a day ago, at the canteen after p.e...i juz like looking at pix that have what you call "sentimental value"..hehe.. it reminds how how blessed i am with my friends... i love them...

and i hope we all feel the same towards each other... so that "mag last ang friendship".... :D

betania retreat-3rd year... then... one day ago-xuhs canteen...

p.s yam! hehe..

the guy..guys?

2006-09-08T21:32:00.001+08:00

wat if there is a guy who notices you every move? or a guy who keeps on teasing you every second?? wat wud u feel?? irritated? funny? happy? weird? who can tell? we have different opinions..

the thing is... you don't really understand why they're doing this...maybe because they like you? or hate you soooo much? who knows? maybe more on the hate part coz they really exert effort of making you feel hmmmm...

ok, so it's like this... there is nothing we can do!!! people who are like that are alwyz there... well, what we can probably do is just laugh along or maybe... well.... whatever you feel like doing.. hehe.. :D

my butterfly

2006-08-19T21:56:00.001+08:00

my ballpen...

my magic wand...
refillable...
sometimes blue,
sometims black....
depends on what i choose...

gift from mom...
from Manila...
very special...
i value it soooo much...

i love my ballpen...

look at them... look at us...

2006-08-02T18:16:00.001+08:00

even though i'm very busy... i still want to update my blog... super singit talaga... hehe... enewei, this post is very touching, az n... i received this in an email a few days ago and i waz rili very touched... it made me realize how lucky i am, how lucky WE are.... and it made me wonder why there are people who have to suffer this way....

look at how thin they are...

they don't have food or water... they have to do this...

he's taking a bath from the urine of the animal...

the vulture is waiting for the child to die, so it can eat the child...

imagine all those people suffering from poverty... the agony they go through everyday and the pain they feel....we should be thankful for everything we have... we should not waste food, water and our other resources... just imagine how blessed we are with the stuff we have and imagine those people deprived from so many things, even the basic needs like food and water... :(

make-up?

2006-07-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

for the past weeks, some people have been asking me if i wear make-up... and of course, i answer them.... NO! when i tell them that i don't wear make-up, there goes that eeeeheeeeheeeeeh, "tarong ba".... then i say, "dili lgi"... hehe... funny how they think that i really wear make-up.... hahahahahahaha... actually, i just put powder on my face... honest! super! hehe... then somebody asked.... "ga eyeliner ka?" i said "la noh".... and the most common question in the make-up thingy since first year is the "ga-lipstick ka noh?"....of course not! that'll make my lips black! i never wore lipstick or any other make-up going to school or on normal days, only when there are special occasions like weddings and hehe, the prom... :p

what i don't understand is that why they make pilit that i wear make-up when HONESTLY i don't! it's kinda getting irritating because people would believe whatever they want to believe in and in this case, if they're convinced that i wear make-up then what can i do?! they'll never think that my beauty is natural... hahahaha... naks... feeling... joke... but seriously i don't wear make-up ... i asked some of my close friends if there are major changes in my face that they noticed since 2nd yr or even before that, and they said that there are none... hahai! i'm getting confused na... i hope you guyz don’t think that i am very feelER or something, i just wanted to make things clear.... maybe a part reason for this is because they say na i’m “kikay” daw that’s why they connect me with make-up or something... i really dunno...

bottom line is: i don't wear make-up and that's final.... you may believe whatever you want to believe in, but i am being honest... make-up is not an everyday thing, it's something you put on special occasions and i believe in that...

my ate's debut

2006-06-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

weeeeee!!! My ate celebrated her 18th birthday last June 1, 2006 at Pearlmont Inn, Bayanihan Hall. I was very happy for her and people have been saying that my ate was obviously happy, the smile on her face never faded. I surely can't wait for my time to shine! hehe.. Turn 18 and have my very own debut...

The peepz said that the party was great and "bongga" but now, you be the judge... Take a look at Micheve's 18th Birthday!!!:)

the place...

the setup...

the stuff...

the room...

the debutante...

the twins...

me, myself and i...

with yam...

debutante with clsm8s and friends...

moi playing the violin for the invocation (the prayer)...

debutante with relatives...

our family...

the 18 candles...

blowing of the 18 candles...

when i was one of the 18 treasure..

the slicing of the cake...

cotillion de honor...

first dance with dad...

last dance with five-year old cuz hans...

disco time...

the END!!! :))

globe unli craze...

2006-05-26T11:03:00.001+08:00

for months and months now, this globe unli fever is taking over some people... unluckily, these people are those people that belong to the same civilization i belong in...

at first it didn’t bother me that i’m the only person i know who is a smart user among my classmates and some lc peepz, but then now it’s starting to get on my nerves, it’s soooooo irritating... it’s not bcoz they don’t text me but bcoz these globe unli people are trying to make pamukha that “ah ur smart”!!!! like one time i was talking to this person.

person: vach, did you know na bout the meeting.
me: la pa.
person: ay o! smart man diay ka...

it’s so like halur!!!!!!!!!!!!! like who cares, i still have the right to know! does that mean that if i use smart i can’t be informed about anything that is going on in the world! and another thing i hate... it’s easy for other people to say “balhin na lagi sa globe pra matext tka”... duh!?.... or like this other example...

person: ei vach! kaw nalng la nag globe... si toooot (another friend) gani globe na... kaw nalng gyud wla nag globe...

like it’s so easy to switch to globe! if i’d do that then i’d be the only one in my family that’s a globe user! and who wants that to happen?! why would i transfer to a network that would send me miles and miles away from my family (exagg pero true)...

it’s not that i hate globe subscribers, well who wouldn’t want to use globe unli if all you need is P15 and you can text all the people you want... but don’t you think it loses the “essence” of texting?! your phone rings every second and people just text “nag eat nko”, or send corny jokes or stupid messages... how’d you know if the message is something for real... and not just a message sent by another globe unli user trying to use the globe unli to the fullest?!

don’t get me wrong... and globe users don’t hate me... i’m not anti-globe or pro-smart... i just hate it when globe users really make pamukha to our face na “globe mi and dili ka, can’t text you, sorry”...

but there is still something i do like about globe, it’s the ten cents call and if this will be permanent who knew? maybe i’d be a fan of that too... but as for now, i think i’ll stay SIMPLY AMAZING! :)

surprise! surprise!

2006-05-19T09:07:00.000+08:00

to CHRISTINE, MERIAM, CONNIE, AILENE, ENNA, ate IRA, and ATE! here's my surprise for you.. hehe.. :p... you'd never thought no na this dugy ma develop ang pix... :)

these pictures were taken a year ago, april 8-9, 2005 at our overnight stay at enna's house,cawayanon... we toured the whole place for two days and had loads of fun! take a look at the pix!!! :)

christine, yam, me, ate, ira, connie, ailene and enna.. first pic taken (behave pa) :p

and then.. second pic, not so behave anymore!

inside the house...

yo connie! wazzup! hahaha...

by the lake...

trying to hit the bull's eye...

the dartERZ!

playing hula hoops!

picture picture while walking around...

whoootwhoooo!!! sexy!

the swimming girls....

connie and yam...

moi at the bowling alley...

playing billiards...

ate's pic at the bowling alley...

cutie cute bowling shoez...

me,ate and yam.... murag true feeling expert!...

bowling alley take 1: pose with ball

bowling alley take 2: pose with the shoes

bowling alley take 3: pa cute pose

FC sa horses! hehe.. feeding and posing with them...

chill sa duyan... (muduyan na ang bangko).. hehe.. :p

connie loving the smell of the horses... hehe..joke... :p

the models of LaLa and Eggnog... hehe...

FHM modelz on the grass...

after washing up...

when the world was still peaceful...before horror stories were told...

before going home...

april 26, the end...

2006-04-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

2 days ago, 2 things ended... first, it was the lc camp’s last day and second, it was my 40th and last day in reading the Purpose-Driven Life book by Rick Warren...it’s kinda nakaka-miss na things ended especially when you already start to feel very comfortable and used to the things that are going on...

now, i miss the lc people, my group mates from the House of Iustistia – krenz, jim, leo, fhel, rose, sheena, mimi and nikki, my room mates, my ka-chika mates and all those whom i’ve spent 5 wonderful days with... i never expected that i would enjoy the lc camp soooooooo much and that i would get to be so attached and close to lc peepz.... the bonding was really different from the past trainings... when i was in 1st yr and 2nd yr (SAP), we spent one night and two days at Manresa and when i was in 3rd yr (LC) it was still one night and two days at Betania... this time, it was in a place so familiar for five straight days and we did the cooking, the washing of plates and the igib of water for taking a bath.... the training was tiresome and hard but i managed to finish it anyway... basta! i love every second of the training... every activity was very memorable and i would never ever forget an experience like that!

the Purpose-Driven Life is indeed a very inspiring book... it’s a book that is intended to be finished in 40 days, 1 chapter a day... when i was done reading the book, i realized that i have to live out my purpose... i feel weird now that i don’t read the book anymore... i was so used to reading it every single day and i am very proud of myself for having finished the whole 40 days....

when i remember the moments, the activities, the paragraphs and the verses that i have experienced and read, i realize that i am very lucky! lucky enough to read a very special book and lucky enough to experience 5 days of magic!

who can tell me?

2006-04-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

i am curious.... and i keep wondering if there is really somebody who can answer my questions... maybe some of you have your own guesses or opinions or maybe you really have an answer to my questions....

one... if we all came from adam and eve and our ancestors came from those places in the the middle east, where did all those natives come from? those people that have kinky hair, flat nose and black skin? the people from the middle east have cute eyes and fair skin... but there are natives from different parts of the world...when did they start popping out of nowhere? did they magically just inhabited the different islands far away from the midles east? like for example those very black people from africa, or the natives living in hidden forests or islands in the world... also, where did we get the different beauties of the people, the intsik, the blacks, the whites, the morenas and morenos, the latina beauty and many more... if we all came from one original ancestor how did the different beauties and looks of the people spread throughout the world and where did these natives from different islands popped out from?

two... when God told noah to get all of the different kinds of animals on board his great ark, where did he get all the kinds of animals az in all? are those animals available in their place? what about those very rare animals that can’t be found in noah’s place? how did he get them? also, after the great flood, when noah’s family landed on the ground, where thousands of dead body found on the grounds? how were they able to clean them up? and did the smell of the dead bodies poison noah and his family? (but not to their death because we probably would not be here now.)

three... why do people love the color blue? what’s with blue? does it calm your eyes? or does it make you feel relaxed? maybe it reminds you of peace? hehehe... whatever the reason would be.. i really wonder...

four... if we keep digging and digging down to the deepest part we can still dig of, can we make a hole so deep that we can see the outer space? i saw it in a cartoon show that when they dig up the soil, their heads popped out of a hole viewing the outer space...

five... how do you really know you’re in love? like he’s the one or she’s the one thingy2x... not that i’m in love or anything, i’m just curious how the magic really works... like when can you declare it officially as love and not just infatuation? will your heart fly? or will all your body parts stop moving? hehe (murag na paralyze).... hahahaha....

six.... how did people name certain things as those things... like how did they name water as water? and sun as sun? where did the words come from? how did the different languages come to this world? it just seems so complicated to understand where words came from... who invented them? and who made them valid or real? like do the people before say let’s name this as this and another would say ok then they start spreading it?

seven....this last question is kinda offensive but i’m gonna ask anyway... why are guys so feelER or kapayason? there is really this certain attitude of guys that seems so “airy ang dating”.. hehe... sorry, but it’s true... i find most guys that way... like words that come out from there mouths are just soooooooo so.... hehe...

now, when you’re done reading this, i hope you didn’t think that i am stupid to ask these questions... hey! i’m just curious... ok so if some of you know the answers, just tell me and don’t make saway me...hehe..ok? these are just questions which i’ve been wondering on for sooooooo long... question now is, who can answer me?

the island of camiguin!!!!

2006-03-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

the beautiful island of camiguin.... wow... what else can i say? we visited this island last jan. 14-15, 2006, we stayed there for two days and on our second day we toured the whole island in one day... in that day, these were the pix taken... we stopped by the different tourist spots and we took some time to stop by the side of the road to take pictures of different cool scenes like the beach, palayan, mountains, etc. ...of course, my parents were there, i just posted the pix of my sis and moi! hehe... now take a look!

look at the beauty of the background...of course, also the two!

what's that? still a cute pose

models by the sea...

old church on the island

by the cold spring

ardent hot spring

sunken cemetery

look at the breathtaking background...

models on the road!

beneath the tree

wow!!! hibok-hibok and the beach-captured!

hehe

2006-03-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

no update muna ha... mg.put man gud unta ko pix but dugy mag upload..hehe.. mayb 2mro.. :)

all in one day!

2006-02-17T13:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday, February 16, 2006, the day was full of happy, exciting, shocking and unexpected events... starting from the morning up till’ the afternoon, the day never became boring for me, it was full of joy, excitement and spirit!

the first significant event of the day happened after recess, the program for ma'am shan.. it was her birthday the day before,02/15/06, and we prepared a short program for her... First, we were asked to hide so that when she’ll enter the room, nobody’s there except the pay-per-view band... then, we will individually enter the room where ma’am shan was waiting and give her each our message...i was the fourth of fifth one to enter and there, the band was singing a song with lyrics “mahal kita hindi mo lang alam”... I gave my short message to ma’am shan an hugged her tight.. suddenly, they were pulling sir jaypee (ma’am shan’s love team) to make him enter the room an give his message.. and so he did, he kissed her cheeks and gave his message.. then change of plans, they asked sir jaypee to give the bouquet to her even though the original plan was that the last person to enter was to give the flowers.. the whole class was done giving the message and ma’am shan was crying an ocean already.. hehe.. she cried soooo much because she was very touched... she really felt appreciated and was very happy. there was a short role play of ma’am shan’s love story.. then she had story-telling about her love life... the bell rang and the period ended..

second event, after geometry, i received a letter that shocked and surprised me.. i wasn’t expecting it a bit, not even the slightest percent ... the letter stated that I...... hehe.. i won’t tell the content of the letter but it was nice... hehe

third event, during formation hour of the class of 4-Regis where I was assigned, I manage to get through the whole period alone, without my partner, paul.. he was busy and so I had the class all by myself.. there were shocking things that happened in the class, but it was okay.. i think it’s the first i had formation class all alone an I did well, i think.... i hope...

fourth event, during the appreciation day practice, i asked help from a friend who was surprisingly nice enough to help me... he was good in the thing I asked him to do and i wasn’t really that excellent in those stuff.. hehe.. even if he’s kinda mean sometimes, i know he’s really nice.. hehe... very helpful.. thank you!!!!

fifth event, i went home with a new couple... we were all in all four, my female friend, the lovers and moi! it was fun going home with the couple because they were really sweet... az in sweet. pa fight fight effect and joke joke si guy na pretty si girl and all.. hehe... it was my first time to go with them and we went to sm.. my friend and i always make joke2x about them.. especially the guy, who was unexpectedly very smiling that night!!! hehe... killer smile man kuno.. hehe...

all these really made my day wonderful... and shockingly! it all happened in one day!!!

deep friendship...

2006-02-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

i truly believe how magical it is for friendship to grow... it's the feeling that you suddenly click with the person, then you start to spend lots of time together... without any really unexplainable reason, you just go with each other and start to feel so close to the person even though you do not know him/ her that much, but you felt the magic....

so day by day, you get closer and closer and feel so secure of sharing yourself to the person... you talk and talk and share chikas and kilig moments... you go together, watch a movie or something, eat lunch together... and spend almost all your hours of the day with the “friend”....

but suddenly, there is something missing... you forget to share something ”deep”.. it’s like a big factor of the friendship is missing.. bcoz i truly believe that whenever you share a part of your life to someone, then you become closer since you show each other trust... it’s not like you make friends just for the kilig moments and all.. you also need a friend that will understand you and listen to you..

and i think this is something we all miss.. we rarely share something to our friends that are serious, we care much more on the chika2x lang... when you get to realize it in the end? sharing the less important stuff to your friends rather than the more “heart-to-heart” chikas is indeed moments you’ll feel like sayang.. you missed the moments you’re supposed to have increased the level of our friendship to a higher level... to a deeper level..

my talumpati

2006-02-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

Ano kaya kung halimbawa, habang nagtuturo ang titser mo bigla ka nalang magsisigaw sa klase? Ano kaya ang mangyayari sa’yo kung habang hindi nakatingin ang iyong kaklase, bigla mo na lang kunin ang kanyang pera o baon at ariing iyo? Tiyak paparusahan ka ng titser mo! Baka madala ka pa sa Prefect of Students at madamay pati mga magulang mo. Kung minamalas ka, baka matanggal ka pa sa paaralan! Bakit? Sapagkat lumabag ka sa batas! Bawal kasi ang manggulo o magnakaw.

Itatanong mo siguro, “Bakit ba mayroon pang mga batas? ‘Di ba pwedeng kanya-kanyang banat na lang? Kapag ninakawan ka, eh ‘di suntukin mo! Pagkatapos, kapag bumagsak kunin mo uli ang ninakaw!”

Kung ganito ang mangyayari, tiyak rambol. Kasi kung walang batas, sino ang magsasabing ang isang bagay ay bawal o hindi bawal? Halimbawa, ninakawan ka ng kaklase mo. Kapag kinuha mong muli, sasabihin niya sa iyo, “Bakit? Sino ang maysabing bawal ang ginawa ko? Mayroon ka at wala ako. Kinuha ko ang sa iyo. Anong masama roon?” Siyempre, magdedebate kayo. Pero magpipilit siyang hindi masama ang ginawa niya at ikaw naman, ipamumukha mo sa kanyang mali siya. Ilang sandali pa, suntukan na! Pagkatapos, tawagan na ng malalaking kaibigan at matatandang kapatid. Bago mo mamalayan, pati ang tatay mo, kasama na sa away! Pero kung may mga batas, hindi ito mangyayari. Sinasabi kasi ng batas na bawal magnakaw. Kaya kapag magnakaw ka, huli ka na, kulong ka pa! Tapos ang usapan! Naintindihan n’yo na ba ang ibig kong sabihin? Mahalaga ang mga batas. Ito ang nagbibigay sa atin ng kaayusan at kapayapaan. Ang mga batas ang nag-aayos ng mga bagay-bagay at naglalagay sa dapat na kinalalagyan. Ang mga batas ang nagpapatupad ng ating mga karapatan. Ito rin ang nagsasabi ng maaari at hindi maaari nating gawin. Isipin ninyo nalang kung walang mga batas, Ano kaya ang gagawin mo o nating lahat? Kaya hindi natin dapat kalimutan na ginawa ang mga batas upang tayong lahat ay magkaintindihan at magkaisa.

Ngunit nakalulungkot isiping ang ilan sa atin ay hindi sumusunod sa batas, mapabayan man o mapa-paaralan. Pero hindi ako nawawalan ng pag-asa! Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi nariyan ka! Nariyan kayong lahat. At alam kong maiisipan n’yo ring pipiliting maibalik ang pagpapatupad at pagsunod sa mga batas. O, maaasahan ka ba ng bayan?

on updates...

2006-02-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

i know i RARELY update my blog... this is because laziness will take over me and i find it very tiring to update my blog... but i hope you won’t stop visiting my blog.. coz’ someday, i’ll really make ayos this blog and this will already look a lot better... hehe.. hope you all understand... at least i left three posts.. hehe..:)

looking back...

2006-01-03T13:25:00.000+08:00

looking back...
Christmas season is almost over(until epiphany pa)... Now, it's a new year... Year of the dog, Aw!! Aw!!...But looking back to the season that passed by, what have I done?:)

I can proudly say that I COMPLETED THE WHOLE SIMBANG GABI... weeeeeee!!!!!!! It's the first time in my life that I experienced waking up every 3:00 am to get ready for church.. yes, it was indeed a suffering but I know deep in my heart that it is very much worth it... I feels so so great to complete the simbang gabi....

I went to church on the 24th and 31st, both concelebrated masses...

I haven’t really been bad this season... I showed my love to the people I love and I heartily asked forgiveness from God... I also recalled everything that happened on the past year and realized a couple of things...

I greeted people on Christmas and New Year!

I went to my parish for interview and picture picture!!!

I missed my beloved friends and classmates... And all the people in the whole world! :)

ever noticed?!

2005-11-16T13:30:00.000+08:00

have you ever noticed some things that are really real but unnoticeable? hehe... things which are thought of, but never really stated? obvious stuff that are happening constantly... here are a few....

oNe!!! whenever you talk about a person.. az in anybody.. even if like very impossible that they would appear... but then they still do! it's like 8 out of 10 of the people you talk about really appear... and for any unexplainable reason, they are really there...

tWo!!! whenever some things happen now.. later on you find out it happened for a reason... kinda like a sign that mag togetherNESS effect mo later on! more like m2b r soulmate if guy...

thReE!!! whenever you see this person somewhere and you never knew in the whole world if he/she existed... then, you find out that he/she is from school.. from then on you always meet and see him/her anywhere?! az in... corridors, canteen and everywhere else possible.. it's like he's already been there ever since, you just fail to notice him/her until that day or time you met him/her someplace else where you fget to really notice him/her...

foUr!!! whenever you have a crush.. it expires so fast.. i really dunno why.. but it really seems to be that way.. maybe because every second you always think of the person until it will reach a point you get bored and feel "sumo" then EXPIRE... but of course, you still always notice the person but not as exxaGe as it was before...

fiVe!!! whenever you get paired off with somebody, things will never be the same… like there’s a barrier that separates you both.. like so what? It’s just the people’s opinions bout the both of you… no need to be crazy and freak OuT! Guilty people are like that.. I know a few…

siX!!! girls are always more praising and appreciatIVE than boys.. we always react and give positive comments even if not that close ang person.. just keep on saying positive and positive stuff and then in return.. walay paki effect ang person.. especially guys.. hehe…

aren’t all these facts in life that we barely notice? who wouldn’t agree that these are all true? maybe lots of people notice these but never really just stated it out loud… ever noticed?! :)

after a week...

2005-11-06T12:30:00.000+08:00

after a week, I finally saw my classmates... we went to the basketball game today at xu gym.. it's like a Mindanao match thingy and xuhs's pasarel was lucky enough to be able to be a part of it... the pasarel's game is around 9am and they lost vs. ADZU... sayang.. 5 points lamang... but it's ok coz' there's always life after death... hehe.. :)

after the game, agnes, connie, jackie, hanna, tez, rizzie, xtine, and moi went to Butcher's Best for lunch... karen made habol dayn... we had chika2 aftr lunch and rested a while...

we continued watching the 2pm game up until 4:30... jerik, dean, mikki, edsyl, daryl, sheena, jaybelle and jammy were also there...the day was totally tiring, but it's ok...

at least I saw my beloved classmates after a week... :)

my ever dearest fave song!!!

2005-11-03T05:30:00.000+08:00

the way you look tonight

Some day, when I'm awfully low,When the world is cold,

I will feel a glow just thinking of youAnd the way you look tonight.

You're lovely, with your smile so warmAnd your cheeks so soft,

There is nothing for me but to love you,And the way you look tonight.With each word your tenderness grows,

Tearing my fears apartAnd that laugh that wrinkles your nose,Touches my foolish heart.

Yes you're lovely, never, ever changeKeep that breathless charm.

Won't you please arrange it?'Cause I love youJust the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,Tearing my fears apart

And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,

Touches my foolish heart.Yes you're lovely, never, ever changeKeep that breathless charm.

Won't you please arrange it?'Cause I love youJust the way you look tonight.J

ust the way you look tonight.

DarlingJust the way you look tonight. :)

a new pink world in here!!!

2005-11-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

ei! this is my first post ever...! and it's already very late at night.. nearly 12 midnight.. HORRIFIC creatures may come out any minute!!! aaahhh!! nytie nyt! ;> :)